“To the pure, all things are pure, but to those who
are corrupted and do not believe, nothing is pure. In fact, both their minds and
consciences are corrupted. They claim to know God, but by their actions they
deny him. They are detestable, disobedient and unfit for doing anything good.” –
Titus 1:15-16 NIV
To be pure, we have to have spiritual eyes,
spiritual ears, and spiritual minds, that are able to see and comprehend all
things are actually for the glory of God (Colossians 1:16-23) Nevertheless, it is
hard to be completely pure because of our worldly minds. Our worldly minds tend
to manipulate us that everything is for us—our own selfishness and our own
gain. I have been struggling with these around last 53 hours, beginning from
Thursday night. This is why I have not been able to write devotionals for two
days. My problem was that I was kind of having television addiction, even
though they were for a little while. My spirit was saying me to watch specific
drama that I sometimes watch. I knew that I had something else to do for the
glory of God, but I watched that Korean drama instead. I hate to say that I
have been repenting for a couple of times because repentance did not work, due
to the fact that I did not put into action (James 2:14-26). I watch television when I
am very hungry or when I am eating a meal. When I am very hungry, I cannot
concentrate at anything so I tend to watch television. In addition, I watch
television when I am having a meal because I tend to eat fast that my stomach
cannot digest properly I think, and watching television helps me to eat slowly
I believe. However, these may be excuses why I have to watch television. I
thought about what God had spoken to Moses when He commanded Him to lead the Israelites
out of Egypt (Exodus 4:10-12) and put them in my own
circumstances, such as ‘Who gave human beings their stomach? Who makes them to
have satisfaction forevermore? Who gives them sight or makes them blind? Is it
not, I the Lord?’ Furthermore, I do not like to watch television anymore, such
as Korean programmes or English cartoons, because I am afraid that I might get
addicted to them again. Worldly addictions cause us to be confused between our
world and the Kingdom world, thinking that we are able to serve ourselves as
well as God. However, James 4:4-5 declares, “You adulterous people, don’t you know that friendship with the world
means enmity against God? Therefore, anyone who chooses to be a friend of the world
becomes an enemy of God. Or do you think Scripture says without reason that he
jealously longs for the spirit he has caused to dwell in us?”
Do not love this world
nor the things it offers you, for when you love the world, you do not have the
love of the Father in you. For the world offers only a craving for physical
pleasure, a craving for everything we see, and pride in our achievements and
possessions. These are not from the Father, but are from this world. And this
world is fading away, along with everything that people crave. But anyone who
does what pleases God will live forever. (1 John 2:15-17)
Therefore, I have to crucify all of our worldly
nature, such as desires, passions, pleasures, and will, and then I have to
transform my worldly-mindset into the mind-set of the Spirit (Romans 12:1-2; Galatians 5:24-25). In addition to this, I
tend to watch online sermons or listen to my podcasts, instead of watching
television, to gain more knowledge of God. I tend to continue to listen worship
and gospel music when I have headaches, for I found that these give me external
and internal peace, even though I play chess at these times. I will also continue in reading a lot of devotionals and I am going to start reading Christian books
as well. I think I have to more discipline myself into prayer. Lastly, I also
tend to try my best in doing online theology courses, even though I cannot skim
and scan in reading very well. Overall, I am doing everything for the glory of
God (Colossians 3:1-4) because my first priority
is God (Matthew 7:21). “For those God foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the
image of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brothers and sisters.
And those he predestined, he also called; those he called, he also justified;
those he justified, he also glorified.” (Romans 8:29-30) I want Jesus Christ to be
glorified through me and I just want to live my life by the truth (John 14:6-7). These are because Jesus
Christ is the culmination and the end of the law (Romans 10:4), and He came into the world to
fulfill it (Matthew 5:17).
Then, calling the
crowd to join his disciples, he [Jesus Christ] said, “If any of you wants to be
my follower, you must turn from your selfish ways, take up your cross, and follow
me. If you try to hang on to your life, you will lose it. But if you give up
your life for my sake and for the sake of the Good News, you will save it. And
what do you benefit if you gain the whole world but lose your own soul? Is
anything worth more than your soul? If anyone is ashamed of me and my message
in these adulterous and sinful days, the Son of Man will be ashamed of that
person when he returns in the glory of his Father with the holy angels.” (Mark 8:34-38)
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